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Will you tell me if $1600 a mo. is considered a lot of retirement?
things did not go well, forced to early retirement. I am not well. I am not willing to be used as experiment, or killed. I was not abusive to pts.
I do NOT have $1600 a mo. Even with PFD not have $1600 a mo. My health has gone steadily down hill here,harassed continuously, continually, by special int groups,fighting over my not dead body. Not different from anywhere I have lived. The most hated woman in society is a lone Christian F HETERO, no support group. lIKE ME. This is no different from any where. The next is a lone gay female, w.o. anyone. If these people are of mixed race, they are goners, unless they marry.
I have less than $1600 EARLY retirement. No medical SIX YRS.LOOKS LIKE IT.. They are denying I have health problems, when they force me to go to work..after I am sick, over due for a heart attack, stroke, I qualify for group insurance. I qualify for free mammograms/ pap smears, but cannot get them competently DUE TO telling providers I am lying. When i BECOME ELIGIBLE FOR Medicare/ Medicaid.in a little less than a year, the premiums WILL BE around 400 or 500 dollars. Know what they are going to do, want to do surgery on my back, put me in a WC. I do not need surgery. Then I will be in a NH, and on SSI. Want to put me on that amount of money, take mine.
This is not different here, it is all over the USA. What do lone women do? They either are forced into a loveless marriage one. TO TAKE ABUSER BACK,, or a shack up situation of abuse, go into prostitution or commit suicide, victims of multiple rapes probably...not raped. I was homeless, thrown into st for well over a yr, with two relatives, one upset and beat the hell out of me, I left. after m Get HIV/Aids, never report if report nothing at all is done. The worst thing is they imply we get SPECIAL privileges. BS. I wish to God you had some of my special privileges I had all my life. No. Yes. No.l Yes. no. yes. and those of my Kids. Oh wow, the director was on my side. that is the biggest lie anyone ever told on me in my life. She looked like my husband's mother.
I lost ten lbs this winter eating probably 2000 cal a day sitting on my but, because I have Raynard's syndrome and probably diabetes and colon problems. Same as outside worse with extreme stress of harassment. I do not need to be fat and giving me this med to fix me to where I cannot sweat is hell on earth . I had this a long long time, with $ for health, outlets, not having to stay in all the time, when I was married I controlled it. Did not have ALL THE HARASSMENT.
I came to be near daughter. Going to food banks,getting food stamps makes me sick. treated me like dirt. I won't go back THERE. DOING IT AGAIN, LIKE B4 MAKE ME GO BACK. . I never wanted to work for the State, nightmare. . Tokened. Not allowed to work like the others due to fear that I would succeed. You can be sure I would have, I was a very real threat. No they would lose all that money they gave away , exposed for what they did to me. .SAYING Put her on SSI , medical, food stamps, take her money. Then I have $ for nothing.Denied normal relationships, pretending this is fake, it is for a cause. I am the bad guy. Liars. Call insane, gets more $for health care providER. tHIS IS NOT MENTAL ILLNESS, I am not a mental patient. I have physical problems being exploited for others. It is not fair to schizophrenic women, or mentally ill women with
those types illnesses to compare them to me, what do they do to those lone women? lock them up for life.. My problem is not those illnesses and never was. cALLED THAT, TOO. I had a career which I worked harder for than others due to the politics, hatred of me.X 2.hate .HATE. They expended me, utilitarian , both times pretending it was for the kids. BS.
I loved my children with all my heart, TURNED THEM ON ME, exploited them..
I would never dare say an expert. I did not need to file bankruptcy when I came here. My bills current, GOOD CREDIT.They charged 1000's to my credit overcharges. I have not used a credit card for years borrow to pay medical, buy food. reduces my incoME. see I am stupid, cannot manage, get along w.o. that money. screw her.take it. Forced to legal aid, denied assistance. Forced to a lawyer re bankruptcy.who terminated my life, made me a prisoner for these maggots...this is a bunch of stalkers, followed me here thinking I have that SWISS bank account and if I was denied work I would get it, they would take it from me. I was w.o. work, exhausted my cash and credit. Then hired to harass, slander, defame me, make me look stupid. I had to quit due to the pain. They did not train or treat the same.. I was paid less paid the same they paid me on a fake UNIT FOR HSB YRS AGO,when I 1st grad college yrs ago, exact same ", doings," as that fake drug unit.for hsb. Defamed me. called me a prostituted a church group, and husband.
Told me they would train me fake unit, led along. SA
THE main issue, the main goal of these people, is and was, to keep me from marrying, say I was crazy and gay. Keep me ostracized. Say I do not need to get out in public, a leper. Kept me from marrying by having a large group stalk and say I am gay. I am not gay. I am hetero. Denied work, forced back, forced onto night shift work of their choice. Then when have exhausted my youth, looks, everything, utilitarian in all, never any thought for me. I worked for HALF PAY, no other income, horrible housing.(here no choice hate my houseing.) no friends. taking care of people whom I did care about, and then trashing me. I want a life. I thought I could have some hope of a normal life here. No way. Expended again.
THE main issue, the main goal of these people, is and was, to keep me from marrying, say I was crazy and gay. Keep me ostracized. Say I do not need to get out in public, a leper. Kept me from marrying by having a large group stalk and say I am gay. I am not gay. I am hetero. Denied work, forced back, forced onto night shift work of their choice. Then when have exhausted my youth, looks, everything, utilitarian in all, never any thought for me. I worked for HALF PAY, no other income, horrible housing.(here no choice hate my houseing.) no friends. taking care of people whom I did care about, and then trashing me. I want a life. I thought I could have some hope of a normal life here. No way. Expended again.
NOW they want to take my music, which i have been trying to do, study since I was a kid.
It does not hurt me at all. Ithink I have a broke clavicle though. This typing hurts me. It hurts my clavicle really badly, the R. I think, I really, think I have something terminal. No joke. I was hired to expose me to HIV due to saying I wanted to date and marry. SAid I could only date a death row offender, since I would not, they would give me HIV , that is the only way any man would marry me was for me to be a butt hole. Women did that to me, women in NGS.
NOW they want to take my music, which i have been trying to do, study since I was a kid.
It does not hurt me at all. Ithink I have a broke clavicle though. This typing hurts me. It hurts my clavicle really badly, the R. I think, I really, think I have something terminal. No joke. I was hired to expose me to HIV due to saying I wanted to date and marry. SAid I could only date a death row offender, since I would not, they would give me HIV , that is the only way any man would marry me was for me to be a butt hole. Women did that to me, women in NGS.
the punchline, the blackmail, extortion. Oh, you have Raynauds, colon,diabetes you do not need to drive,get out, have stress, have friends, have fun. You must stay inside, we will say you are schizoid > No. This is a lie. I just need to have rights like others. I had an active social life until someone returned and decided to turn everyone on me for money for others. I am NOT GAY. Served her purpose, got my hsb a lot of sympathy. don;'t need to have that music. dope me up with drugs so I cannot function..can[t drive, crazy, cannot work. LIVING HELL. Wanted to know what diet pill I took. I ate a diabetic diet with seasonal variations or holidays, spe occasion variations. I exercised, I watched my health
the punchline, the blackmail, extortion. Oh, you have Raynauds, colon,diabetes you do not need to drive,get out, have stress, have friends, have fun. You must stay inside, we will say you are schizoid > No. This is a lie. I just need to have rights like others. I had an active social life until someone returned and decided to turn everyone on me for money for others. I am NOT GAY. Served her purpose, got my hsb a lot of sympathy. don;'t need to have that music. dope me up with drugs so I cannot function..can[t drive, crazy, cannot work. LIVING HELL. Wanted to know what diet pill I took. I ate a diabetic diet with seasonal variations or holidays, spe occasion variations. I exercised, I watched my health
the punchline, the blackmail, extortion. Oh, you have Raynauds, colon,diabetes you do not need to drive,get out, have stress, have friends, have fun. You must stay inside, we will say you are schizoid > No. This is a lie. I just need to have rights like others. I had an active social life until someone returned and decided to turn everyone on me for money for others. I am NOT GAY. Served her purpose, got my hsb a lot of sympathy. don;'t need to have that music. dope me up with drugs so I cannot function..can[t drive, crazy, cannot work. LIVING HELL. Wanted to know what diet pill I took. I ate a diabetic diet with seasonal variations or holidays, spe occasion variations. I exercised, I watched my health
the punchline, the blackmail, extortion. Oh, you have Raynauds, colon,diabetes you do not need to drive,get out, have stress, have friends, have fun. You must stay inside, we will say you are schizoid > No. This is a lie. I just need to have rights like others. I had an active social life until someone returned and decided to turn everyone on me for money for others. I am NOT GAY. Served her purpose, got my hsb a lot of sympathy. don;'t need to have that music. dope me up with drugs so I cannot function..can[t drive, crazy, cannot work. LIVING HELL. Wanted to know what diet pill I took. I ate a diabetic diet with seasonal variations or holidays, spe occasion variations. I exercised, I watched my health
the punchline, the blackmail, extortion. Oh, you have Raynauds, colon,diabetes you do not need to drive,get out, have stress, have friends, have fun. You must stay inside, we will say you are schizoid > No. This is a lie. I just need to have rights like others. I had an active social life until someone returned and decided to turn everyone on me for money for others. I am NOT GAY. Served her purpose, got my hsb a lot of sympathy. don;'t need to have that music. dope me up with drugs so I cannot function..can[t drive, crazy, cannot work. LIVING HELL. Wanted to know what diet pill I took. I ate a diabetic diet with seasonal variations or holidays, spe occasion variations. I exercised, I watched my health
I WAS IN SHELTERS before going back to the state in which I was born, where so many bad things went on. I did stay with two relatives a while. one beat me up twice due to her having so much stress. I did not hold this against her, she had no ocntrol of this. The other relative ..was married..put a terrible stres on her marriage. I tried to avoid them and not cost them money. i had no income at all from time dtr grad hs except occasional min wage pt time work, rare, and sometime sometimes FS.
BUT one..short time..horribe old trahbag. I quit. Short term job. No income after but sporadic pt time min wage..rare FS homeless, beaten upand abducted, then beaten up again.
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